Monday, February 28, 2005
Jeff is // stressed. //
Mp3 // Josh Groban - Broken Vow //
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Did my ESD lab test today. I guess it's not well done considering the fact that I kept flipping the notes but nothing came out of my head. Why is ESD such a pain?
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In a month's time I will be year 3. Final year project is coming and the minimum criteria is to pass all modules. Looking at ESD, the stress automatically piles up.
My Human Comm IS module is failing and I am suppose to do the presentation alone which was meant to be a group work due this Wednesday. Need to wear formal and etc, tie some more. kaos, my assignment 2 is not even done. zz
MR 500.! So close to exams... This race is definately important to me. My last race with year 3s and Derrick. I wanna win with them, only them. If not I know I will regret this time. I'm working very hard in gym and rowing sessions.
Exams in less than one month.
Life is gonna be hard for this whole month.
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Jeff is // tired //
Mp3 // - //
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Training at Kallang today. Burned burned. Burned my skin, fats, muscles. Haix. After which, I worked at Orchard Parade Hotel Banquet. kinda was like forced by Nicky cos I was like so tired already =] sigh.
ESD Lab test tomorrow =( I'm so scared. ESD means a lot to me. I hope I pass this freaking module by KER SIONG NAI. _|_ him.
My dearie is angry! She don't believe I go work with Nicky! Haha, sorry dear. ^^
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Jeff is // tired //
Mp3 // Mario - Let me love you //
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Lost my 4x100 and was so screwed up sitting at the stadium without winning anything. Weijian and I decided to take part in the Vertical Marathon with Joanne. We got first in the open's category. Unbelivable. LoLx. Jeffrey Lee won a Long Distance competition. screwed, but at least I got home with a gold throphy. Was so pleased after the run that I smiled from ear till ear with Weijian till my cheeks got cramped. Ha ! Big thanks to Joanne and Weijian! whoo..
Rushed to Kallang for training after the prize presentation. I slept my way throughout during the journey. tiring and hot day. full cardio work out today. I think I burned fats and muscles today. That's bad.
Have to be at Kallang tomorrow at 12pm again for the MR 500 training. =] work hard!
- Mental speaks! =]
Friday, February 25, 2005
Jeff is // tired //
Mp3 // - //
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Saw Rabi in gym today. Nothing much to add on.
4x100m finals tomorrow morning + training at Kallang. just work hard for MR 500. I need to heal my wound from Regatta.
- Are you fit to hold the dragon's hand?
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Jeff is // stressed. //
Mp3 // Gackt - Mizerable //
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Went to Zouk for Hanxiong's Birthday yesterday. hell lot of Dragonboat peeps in Zouk to my surprise. Let me try to recall, Jiansen, Treddy, Daniel, Weijian, Kokyi, Thomas, Henry, William, Ken, Ah bee, Kevin, Zhi Bing, Giap, Linan, Christine, Qihui, Qijia, Ashley, Joyce, Nicole, Jessica. =] Met Elyn and Karen there. Been a long time since I saw Elyn da bubbly lady partying. Anywayx, I was freaking tired at Zouk yesterday night to even think about having fun. screwed up. Went home with Jason early =] and slept like a pig.
I skipped all the classes today. Reluctantly got my ass out of bed and went down to the clinic at the market faking diarrhoea to get my MC. Freaking 26 bucks. god fuck. Got back home to sleep after I got my MC. Woke up at 4 30 and rushed to Dragonboat training in school =)
The number of people selected for the extra trainings on Sunday for MR 500 were announced after training just now. Hmm, I'm in and it's time to set my goals straight. To get into the IVP boat and be IVP champions. =)
tiring day. I think I have a boring life. sheesh.
Happy Birthday Boyce ! =]
- Ultra Big Sorry Linda ! I owe you one. sorry!
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Jeff is // S A D //
Mp3 // 98 Degrees - Invisible Man //
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I reached home and my mum bought all the equipments for her work already. Check this out! LoLx.
Yeah, my living room is gonna be her work place soon.
Washing of hair equipment, LoLx. Located at the kitchen. whew.
Advertise for my mummy first before she offcially starts her business at home. It concerns the survival of my family and my allowance too! Cheap and fast nia. Skill not guaranteed! Check out my hair =P
Hanxiong, Weijian, Ashley and Me qualified for the finals and our passing of baton were ok throughout the race. Hmm, I'm still kinda disappointed in losing to tracks team. =( sheesh! have to do better in the finals then.
Tomorrow night should be heading down to Zouk after school and self training. Hanxiong's and Qihui's Birthday? =] tiring day! ciaooo
Monday, February 21, 2005
Jeff is // tired //
Mp3 // Lloyd Banks - Karma //
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I am early for school today. RARE! Anywayx, school was boring as usual. I'm just too damn tired now. Did 100 pull ups and 20 minutes gym session. After which I went to be the NAFA trainer for year 3s who failed their nafa. Did sprints for tomorrow's race with my spike shoe. It's been a long time since I wore my spike shoe, since secondary 2 I've bought it and it brings back the good old memories from secondary school.
I have to rest and sleep early tonight. 4x100 heats tomorrow! No fear. =P
Jeff is // going to school //
Mp3 // Ryan Cabrera - True //
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I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Jeff is // hot. // burned //
Mp3 // Ryan Cabrera - True //
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I just woke up from my nap! Haha, terrible hot weather especially when we have to endure it during training. I'm totally burned. Grandpa fetched me to Kallang today, saving me from my cab fare. awesomE~. I'm totally shagged out after training as I gave my best in the boat. Pushing myself to go since I know MR 500 is only a month's time away and I seriously think that the amount of training is not enough when we have to cope with school at this period of time. I saw Temasek Poly when I got out of the boat just now at SDBA.., a long time since I saw them at Regatta 2004. Those fucking idoits totally spoilt my mood.
Thanks you Giap for sending me home just now.
Have to be NAFA trainer in school tomorrow and extra dragonboat training for Tuesday's race. =] Bring on MR 500!
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Jeff is // lazing around //
Mp3 // Ryan Cabrera - True //
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Everyday seems to be fine lately. I'm getting back to my usual self. Running around campus and doing gym after school. I'm happy with it, especially the pain in gym. =] LoLx. crazy me. Went to Chinablack to kinda accompany Jason last night for his Birthday thingy. Boring night ~! to the extend me and Nicholas wanted to try something funny. =x I better keep the details to myself.
I received a parcel yesterday from my fiancee Michelle from UK. =] Doesnt look big but it sure had a lot of things inside.
It will be really troublesome to take pictures of each of the items inside. and my mum is practically nagging at me the whole afternoon asking me to pack up my closet and room. messy. sigh, really can't be bothered.
The things inside are -:
1 fcuk boxer
1 fcuk formal striped pants
1 fcuk sweater
1 pair of fcuk socks
1 pair of fcuk shoes ( hugx )
1 Gucci keypouch
1 Abercrombie green tee
1 Gucci tie
1 pair of G-star jeans
3 fcuk Tees
4 topman boxers
hmm must had cost her a bomb even though the things at UK are slightly cheaper. Thanks pig. *hugx*
Gotta get to Derrick's house later for the Chinese New year gathering at 6pm. Lemme see whether I will remember to take photos of the gathering. hmm..
till then, training at Kallang tomorrow. sheeshhh.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Jeff is // tired //
Mp3 // Ryan Cabrera - True //
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It seems that everything is drifting further. It's been a long time since I felt this way. I'm losing hope...
I hope my 4x100 team can get into top three. Hmm ! Must train sprinting tomorrow!
The MacRitchie Reservoir in March is all that matters to me now. It is my last race with all my seniors and I am gonna win it with them. I will push myself for this whole month.
School sucks. Go die!
Jeff is // lost. //
Mp3 // Queen - Love of my life //
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Happy 22nd Birthday Jason Wong ! Love you to bitx. The only blessing I wish for from you is a wedding dinner with her. It is already 7 years and I hope you two hang on there! Happy birthday! Happy birthday! Happy birthday! Happy birthday! Happy birthday!.
May all your wishes come true.
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Jeff is // pissed //
Mp3 // Gackt - Mizerable. //
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Life is changing. forrr the better! =] back to trainings that I simply love sweating out, for the good of myself. the pain in gym is something that I'll enjoy as long as I still feel that I'm young to go.
I did my abs and chest today and skipped dinner because I didn't bring enough money out? LoLx. School is tough.. gonna end this semester very soon and the amount of stress is piling up. Especially gettin to school on time. ^^ sheesh.
I'm very seriously looking into being a bachelor for life. I am losing hope. =[
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Jeff is // zz //
Mp3 // Josh Groban - Broken Vow //
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Happy Valentine's Day. 14th February marks a day where candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones across the town. I hope everybody had enjoyed this day.
My first gift was something that I will treasure a lot from my dearest Michelle at UK. Though I know that this turqoise coloured bag does wonder to a girl but I didn't know it could melt a guy's heart too. =] I will be wearing it all the time. Big thank you!
Second was from Angeline. A jeans from Energie that cost a whooping 300 bucks. Alright, I owe you one this time round. =) haha ..
If you're sick of Levis jeans and wanna get a good pair of jeans. Try http://www.energie.it/ , http://www.g-star.com/ , http://www.misssixty.com/.
Are all that fancies me now.
yeahx! gym gym gym. I wanna pump it up !
lonely me. sigh.
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Jeff is // feelin sickly //
Mp3 // Evanescence - October //
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Two pretty young ladies tag me to update my blog. *blush..
I just woke up at 7+pm just now. whew, went to Hanxiong's house for steamboat then mahjong session at William's house again. Fourth time since Chinese New year Eve. I must say I'm still losing money this Chinese New year. Sigh sigh ! Haaa.
I don't wanna blog much 'bout what I've went through during Chinese New year. I'm LAZY.
My reunion dinner =]. It was my sister's birthday. soo we had the birthday cake out first before eating the dinner. It is always pleasant to see my beloved cousins and especially my uncle and auntie who is always there for me. I treasure them all.
Sis and my two younger cousins. Twinny !
Chinese New Year First day at my uncle's house.
been at William's house and staying up very late everyday. I'm fallin sick. help ? haix.
Tomorrow onwards marks a brand new path for me. Gonna work doubly hard for my exams and race in late March.
Oh yeah, talking bout' paper. I failed ESD. FUCK IT.
ciaox~~
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Jeff is // lonely in his dark room. //
Mp3 // Evanescence - Missing //
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Very nice song I'm listening to..
My three papers are on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Pretty much screwed and the only hope is to mug till I go crazy in Fang's house tomorrow with the usual peeps. Totally last minute preparations. I know I'm lazy ! but spare me your rants, as I'm gonna be 21 soon! =]
January has ended.., which left me with plenty of reflections to make. None of my New year resolutions are done. Remember saving money? getting good grades? training to be a better me? Fuck. I'm been spending and spending and slacking and slacking to the extend, I have to do last minute preparations for my common tests and getting called up for low attendance once again. Spent almost 1k in January and my bloody abs are disappearing. =x ops. Also missed the Musclestorm due to insufficient training and George actually told me the contestants were crap and I would have won. I'm soo losing control of myself now and I totally hate it.
February will be a better month. =) I promise.
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Absolutely addicted to 'Beck'. An anime I enjoy watching a lot. It almost brought me to tears this morning while I'm watching episode 12. To all my peeps, please download it. haha. A phrase of a song in the anime ..
Dybre - Moon on the water
Full moon sways ..
Gently in the night of one fine day.
On my way ..
Looking for a moment with my dear..
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Just for laughs.
Last Friday ..
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Is loving someone and getting it in return just a bonus to one's life? It made me to ponder why such absurb feeling will happen in life when we may not even end up owning it one day. =]
finally done with this long post for your viewing.
.. back to this lost and lonely world.
chill.
