Jeff is // lethargic //
Mp3 // Eminem - Mocking Bird //
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Year 2 cleared! Whoohoo.! while I was chatting with all my good poly peeps after the paper where they're at their usual spot with me taking in all the second hand smoke. We chatted about how time flies.. how time flies. Another bloody year to go, I can't wait.. Though I'll prolly miss all the awesome times in my poly years .. I think I'll save the missing hoohoos in another entry next year. =]

I'll start work tomorrow and head towards a new environment without much sufficient break. sheesh, I hope all goes well tomorrow with my all new special colleagues. Tomorrow must mark a new path to my life.. since I'm gonna work my ass off if everything is smooth at NUM even after the new term starts.

*/ missing my pig. she's in Cambridge now. AGAIN, taking a tour round England.

Jeff is // sick sick //
Mp3 // - //
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I just exprienced hell.
Enduring stomachachin that almost killed me after having fish soup 'BAN MIAN' at WestMall's foodcourt. I rushed home with Ian and Ruixin in a cab. The critical point was when I was in the lift about to erupt. I almost gave up =x. Luckily I managed to reach my toilet in time.!
The feeling was great.
I was in heaven.

Was in school with Raj. Thanks a hell big time again. Went over to WestMall to meet Ian and Ruixin at around 6pm. study study.
FCS paper tomorrow!

Jeff is // - //
Mp3 // - //
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Work hard guys.
NPDB.
Nobody trains harder than Ngee Ann Dragonboaters.
Continue the legacy.

Jeff is // fallin sick //
Mp3 // Savage Garden - Two Beds And a Coffee Machine //
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Please drink more water peepx~

Went BBDC.
Went to School. revised a lil bit.
Gymed after watching Ronnie Coleman's training work out on George's Laptop. shit.
Motivated.

Fuck exams. Be done with soon!

Jeff is // =P //
Mp3 // Usher - Caught up //
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Exams exams feverrrrrr. Was revising in school the whole day with Raj, or rather learning from him. Gymed at 6pm with Nicholas and Jiansen. I love heavy weights. I love the painnn. Do not gimme a paddle no more, I'll break it! =D

I need a good shopping spree, ktv sessions, clubbing sessions, and a chilling gathering with my peeps. YEAH.

I get to work with cargo shorts and flip flops soon. I'm getting so excited.

Jeff is // sad //
Mp3 // Jacky Cheung - Wang Le Ku //
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It's been slightly less than 10 years since I last saw him.
I don't know what to say.
I've grown so big, and my dad has grown older.
After I got home, was emotional, my tears just rolled down my cheeks.


I don't wanna hide my feelings in training today.
am pissed.
Give me my fair share of justice.
FOR BEING THERE SINCE REGATTA. FOR HAVING A FULL ATTENDANCE. FOR SLOGGING OUT ALMOST EVERYDAY WITH MY FUCKING SELF TRAINING AFTER SCHOOL.
yeah beat that. !
god dammit.
hear my rants for I'm a fuckin sore loser.
What is left for me?
Eat bananas? Ha!

Jeff is // b o r e d //
Mp3 // Usher - Caught up //
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It caught my eye online a few days ago. and when I got sight on it at Wisma, I've fallen for it. Whoohooo! Awesome shit.


Paul smith's bucket tote bag.
Where's my sugar mummy!? LoLx. Joking it costs a whooping 1000 bucks. =(

Next,
A must have! I want it, I want it, I want it! soon I'll have it. =]


Papillo sandals.

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Great gyming session with Nicky and gang yesterday. Woot, painful shit in gym. =] Went to town after that with Ah bee and Ian. It's been a long time since I relaxed myself down town since the race and exams are stressing me up. I will now worry 'bout my exams. Will have sufficient time.

Today, I'm gonna meet up with a important person whom I've not seen for years..

My dad.
scary.

I'll be back stronger. For no one, no team, but for myself.
My priority now is work, money, studies and my Nafa test for army.

Jeff is // disappointed //
Mp3 // Evanescence - Everybody's fool //
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Today must be a fucked up day. =] I'm not in the team for MR 500, couldn't row with year 3s anymore, couldn't row with Derrick anymore.

My only consolation, my stroke's fucked and I run like a wimp. That's why? That's why..


I'll grow stronger. Myself.
Set my priority once more.

Jeff is // sleepy //
Mp3 // 周渝民/大S徐熙媛 - 让我爱你 //
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Woke up and headed to BBDC with Daniel.
Enrolled.

Headed for school after everything was done and I think I was very pleased with myself today for making a good campus run. The timing I got was very satisfactory for myself. =] Did slight gym and waited for the Pool side dinner.

Buffet was crap and Mr Principal is no where to be seen. zz..

I dozed off in the bus on my way home and missed my bus stop. Fuck. It's been quite a few months since it happened. S a d . ^^

Jeff is // zz //
Mp3 // Jesse Mccartney - Beautiful Soul //
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Just woke up from my nap since 8pm. whoo.. Got news that there will be a last minute training at Kallang after school tomorrow. *tension tension* Last sea training!

It was only today that I knew that TP guys ain't taking part in MR 500. Wtf man .. damn fucked up. They're finishing exams much earlier than us and I still have this exams stress going on in me every time I train.
Fucked up.
Totally spoil my mood.
I need them to get pwned.
Ain't satisfied.

Jeff is // ^^ //
Mp3 // Jacky Cheung - Wang Le Ku //
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Reached school early yesterday to copy my ESD lab notes. Thanks to William for borrowing me the notes. Finally the last lesson with Ker Siong Nai. Though I very much hate him and I think he hates me too, I hope he can pass me. ^^ ..

Went for a run with Linda and Melissa after lunch around the campus twice. The heat is tormenting, good cardio workout though. Stressful days are ahead. I can't wait to finish my exams and MR 500. !
Men's IVP drawn against NYP and NUS for their heats.

I've got my holiday job! Will be working at NUM on 1st of April. I think the working hours are kinda relax since I told them I'm gonna work part time from 5pm to 10pm. Cool eh? =]

http://www.newurbanmale.com/

Do you know?
There are dark secrets hiding behind every Gyms. =]

Jeff is // zz //
Mp3 // Evanescence - October //
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Dragonboat training at 2pm in school till 4pm. Had gyming session with Nicholas and Rajif after Dragonboat training. woot crazy people. Had a really great time in the gym with them just now. The feeling of the pain was gooood. =]

I have a break tomorrow! No MR 500 training tomorrow. *evil grin* Should I give myself a break and just relax to enjoy myself for the day. Or should I go to the swimming pool and start on my self swimming programme. =(

- sheesh, I think I lead a boring life.

Jeff is // tired //
Mp3 // Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter //
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Skipped all lessons today! whooppee! Had a good sleep and went to school for gym. After gym, I headed to Suntec to meet my mum. Both of us went to Singnet and signed up for the broadband thingy. Sigh, troublesome and long que. After finally signing up for the broadband thingy, my mum went to work leaving me alone. Haha.. I walked around DELL's booth, made a rounding but to no avail. After that, I headed to find William, Lucas and Ryan. Went home finally after buying William's shoes.

Training tomorrow at 2pm in school!

Jeff is // tired //
Mp3 // Damien Rice - The Blowers Daughter //
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I had a really bad mood this morning as I woke up late for my lab class at 8am and am so pissed with myself. I had to go through the damn long routine every morning that I actually blew my top at myself of course =]. annnd after everything was done, I took a cab down to school. sorry to my piggy too! Haha, for not chatting properly in the morning as I was already late for school.

Bathing is a must for me before I step out of my house. After bathing, I will have to take a long time to decide what to wear and it seems to me that I'm wearing almost the same clothings lately. After convincing myself that I look ok, I have to go iron my tee. While waiting for the iron to heat up, I have to pack my fucked up bag. The usual cycle in my bag are always a laptop, laptop charger, towel, shorts, training tee and shoe bag. After which, I have to go prepare my supplement for the day and once I've put in the dumb fuck big bottle, my bag is FULL. forget about books. dammit. and yes, I train from Monday to Saturday and no laptop on Fridays only.

my rants. bear with it.

Gratx to the people who ran Project Nutz today. NPDB team 1, 2 and 3 came in first, second and third respectively. Had only a super short pool rowing today. sigh, if I knew the photo taking was cancelled I would have skipped today's training. I'm falling sick. Not feeling very well.

been stressful. I've made my priority right. MR 500 and trying my best to clear my modules this sem. Starting revision early is a must since exams and MR 500 are together.

Jeff is // very very tired //
Mp3 // Namie Amuro - Wishing on a same star //
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silly me. I couldn't get to sleep though I knew how much I needed this rest. I have a class at 8am tomorrow which I seriously promised my lab lecturer that I will turn up early. anddd Thursday is one damn full day for me as I have Dragonboat training till 8pm. I did not sleep well last night at William's sofa. I had this dream which made me missed her a lot. Was in this dream with her and my heart kept sinking, it's all that I remembered. a dream with pain. =( sigh sigh. I guess it was because I was thinking 'bout her before I got to sleep, guess it was how I remembered her dozing off on the same nice cosy black sofa that William has =].

There shouldn't be any entry today really. I'm tuggin underneath my blanket with my aircon working in my room. freezing cold. I hate air con! Haha, but still thanks to mummy for fixing one for me finally~.

Busy March.

- give you my blessin under the same blue sky.

Jeff is // tired //
Mp3 // Wang Li Hong - Wei Yi //
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Probably the last sea training we're gonna have today till MR 500. I don't think we did very good sets during training. But still, I have faith in NPDB. Hope to be selected in the IVP men's boat and get my first medal. I have a funny feeling I will not be selected! Ha.. arghx.

I need a hair cut. =( May be, may be I'll go to town alone and get my hair cut at FEP 'It's Hairy' tomorrow. but I have to do self training .. buttt I also have to be NAFA training at 530pm. cock la.

It's been so long since I went shopping! so bloody sad looking at my warerobe lately. I think I am broke lately, but it seems that I'm just too busy. I've lost touch. Anywayx, may be it is a good sign that I'm keeping all my money in the bank. Haha!

Do you know?
Dragonboaters have ugly asses! Cause of all the abrasion we all have during sea rowing.

Jeff is // =] //
Mp3 // Bbmak - Miss you more //
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Her at UK.

woot, freezing cold.

I'm excited bout tomorrow! ...
I'm gonna cut my hair after training. Ha!
Nothing much to talk about today. Pure fun in the gym. I love the pain.
Train hard for MR 500 peeps.! I don't wanna regret. I wanna win.

Jeff is // missing his dearie. //
Mp3 // Gackt - Vanilla //
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Though I don't know what the fuck is Gackt singing but this song is sexy. =] I've never really enjoyed Japanese songs as I always think that they are swearing at me and I get pissed off.

Did not blog yesterday as I was rushing my Human comms project. I was so tired. I wanted to cry, LoLx. Everything is finished! Pretty much done and I presented it today. Big thank you to Linda who borrowed me her assignment 1 and 2 for reference =x and the textbook. And nagging at me to clear this module. And thanks to Nicky for helping me out with the project yesterday. =] LoLx.

ESD retest tomorrow. I am so screwed. =P

I wanna get married anytime after my birthday in 2 months time. hoho, so I must to scrimp and save. sheesh. *hint hint.